Hey guy and gals, this is my first attempt with blogging. I have realized that the be best way to hold myself accountable is to let the world in on my secret. I AM AFRAID OF FAILURE! Honestly, in this situation I can’t afford to fail, because failure could mean death. I have lost a lot of family member do morbid obesity. Watching my Aunt Hope who was the only mother I know die from complications from weight lost surgery was very hard on me. She beg me on her hospital bed to never get so overweight that I have to require drastic measure to lose weight.
As I sit here today, I am 328 lbs, which mean I am well on the road to breaking my promise to her as well as myself. So, I am going to choose this day, January 6, 2014 to get on the right track. I beat myself up mainly because I know better. I just don’t want my daughter to have to watch me die as I had to do my aunt. So, as you can see FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION!
Please feel free to add positive comments or share your experience or advice!!!